.genevieve.

The Red Blossoms in Brooklyn
Wed Oct 29

in a constant state of exhaustion

and dissapointment in myself.

one more absence and I fail that unremarkably easy class.  Why? Cause I don’t want to get up at 8 AM like the rest of the world.  Studying for a class now and all of the worlds are running around and switching spots and I have to squint to make out a letter.

Fourth cup of coffee and I could still fall asleep.

I usually want to be awake for life.  Why am I being forced into hibernation?  I didn’t ask for this.