the weather has gotten too cold. pull out scarves, mittens, and keep the boyfriend here as long as possible in an effort to form a caccoon for two. skin is cracking and coffee no longer wakes me up.
beautiful weekend with the boy. movies, order-in thai food, hours of sex and then hours of rest. at the end of the weekend, though, i felt like i didnt deserve these days of rest. i live in nyc, why am i not running around like a madwoman, all the time? and of course, i say that the one day that i can rest. tonight is spent on the town… running around like a madwoman..
went to proposition 8 protest on saturday. it was really beautiful. i then told rainier that, if we stay together, we can’t get married until everyone can. he understood. i’m lucky to have someone like him, really. soon are the holidays, with each other. yikes! i’m nervous.
